Tuesday, December 1, 2009
finding out the truth
HAIS. I don know, im so over sensitive.
just now, i text him.
Then after awhile, we quarrel?
think so.
He very angry and pissed off,
Cause about the"someone"
But end up, i tell him that the" someone" is him.
i don know, why i will tell him that.
Sorry, actually the "someone is not him,
its someone else, not my ex either.
Is someone that very very imporant to me.
No one can replaced him, sorry.
so after telling him that,
we are so called, "backtonormal?
lol, then ask him so sensitive,
about losing his first kiss,
he say yes, he did
somemore lip contact,
Then i donknow why im so called jealous?
lol, why must i be jealous?
i hate it. okay,
but seriously, i guess i really like him fully?
ohgosh, but is okay, i will control my feeling toward
him,
And treat him as a FRIEND.
i will really treat him as a friend.
trust me, i will really do that.I have
to stop liking him, and move on my life
and really,no joke
that "someone"is 100%not him
sorry, that i lied to him earlier onLabels: is all a lie.
CRUCIFIED at 9:49 AM