Saturday, November 28, 2009
A long long post.
im stunn, that you really like me.
Perhaps i cant accept the fact, maybe you are right when
come to relationship.
i will trying to escape or even change the suject.
i don want to to hide everything from you le,
yes, when the first time i text you, i already like you.
Because you are the one, that make me feel that im always safe, whenever.
and always protest by you.
i never felt that way, whenever im with my ex.
i got alot of ex, but they are not even seriously at all.
They just want, what they want. then dump me.
AT that moment, a few years back.
i always rejected guys, that want to woo me.
Because i know they got motive, and i don believe in
true love.
BUT you are different from them.
you make me feel that, that nothing is improssible.
and you make me feel that, there is a happy ending, in reality,
even in a fairytale story.
But i cant accept you, is not you are ugly, or whatsoever.
i don even have the right, to accept you,
im felt that, im low life person.
but i can really tell you,
i have already fall in love with you.
but i still have to let go of you.
im trying to. perhaps you deserves a better one.
when im typing this post. im actually crying now.
But i have to hang on there, i cant let you know, im actually crying
i guess, on monday, i will have to fake a smile infront of you.
i know, its tough. i cant let you know, my heart is crying.
i love you, i really do.
Goodbyes, im going to be strong,
without you.
im trying(:Labels: HAPPYFACE will be giving up on you, soon(:
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